Om Dum Durgayei Namaha

I stay ”Fake Busy”. Don’t get me wrong, I am really busy. However, I spend a lot of time being busy for the sake of being busy. I’m doing things that may not be a good use of my time, but suck up hours of my day.

That’s been my excuse the last few months. I’m so busy but I’m really not. My body wakes up anywhere between 4 am and 8 am without an alarm clock. I took a hard look at myself this morning and had to admit that I was full of shit. Did I really think my spirit woke me up at 4 am to scroll on Facebook?

CHECK. YOURSELF. TESSA.

I found several articles that referenced waking up between 3-5 am has a spiritual significance. The universe wants your attention. You would think that someone who teaches spirituality and has a spiritual based business would see the signs. But no….I’m watching Tiffany Haddish cuss out TMZ  (you get em, girl).

“Salutations to the feminine energy that protects from all negative influences.”

This morning I decided to get my ENTIRE LIFE and reconnect with my personal Goddess Maa Durga. I cleaned off her altar, lit her candles, closed my eyes and listened to her mantra.

Om Dum Durgayei Namaha

  • Om is the cosmic sound vibration of creation.
  • Dum is the sound of Durga energy.
  • Durgayei is the formal name for the goddess.
  • Namaha is a salutation that means “not mine,” but typically is translated as “I bow to you.”

A common translation is “Salutations to the feminine energy that protects from all negative influences.”

I laid self-forgiveness at her altar. I couldn’t fully receive all she has to offer without allowing myself grace and permission to move forward in my walk with her. Yes, I have been absent from her but she had not been absent from me.

I felt love, goodness and mercy flow through my body. I allowed spirit to move my hands over my womb space. I acknowledged that She is the MOTHER of PROTECTION because her spirit is in me I am also a MOTHER of PROTECTION.

For a few seconds, I felt sadness for all the daughters out there who are struggling because they are operating from their own power. They are tired and weak from being strong all the time.

Then I saw these women are my people. I have already been given EVERYTHING I need to help them to heal. Will I remain “Fake Busy” or will I walk in the power of the Divine Feminine and do as I’m called?

I accepted the correction from my loving mother this morning.

Are you “Fake Busy’? All it takes is 5 minutes to reconnect to the universe. Will you take the time today?

“Will I remain “Fake Busy” or will I walk in the power of the Divine Feminine and do as I’m called?”
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